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I just would like to start by saying today has been a great day.

Now, to continue on about the many things I have discovered in my unveiling process. Today, I am sharing about self worthlessness. I really did not like writing and being open about issues in my heart in the beginning because I did not feel like it was worth it or that I was worth it. I would take a look at my life and all I would see is a long list of things I needed to improve in. I really felt like I was born yesterday and I didn’t know much about how to live life. Basic things everyone else seem to be really good at are the things that I seemed to struggle with the most.

I didn’t get taught a whole lot growing up and as an adult I find myself having to learn what I didn’t learn as a child. It was frustrating in the beginning because I had to do adult things and learn basic living fundamentals all at once. And so, I found myself hiding. Hiding from all of the work that I needed to do with my own self. Writing interestingly exposes things that I may not want to see but need to see.

By hiding I mean by endless strolling on social media or looking at things I don’t need to look at on the internet knowing that there is something going on inside of me that needs to be dealt with. It’s actually harder to ignore these days. I can’t hide as much as I used to but that’s now.

When I discovered I was dealing with self worthlessness I was like man, I didn’t see myself as being worth spending my own time to get better. I wasn’t worth my own time.

Self-worthlessness is tide to all of those other things like, unbelief, fear, doubt, ignorance, etc. It is absolutely not what God’s word says about me. God thinks I am worth it all. He gave His only begotten Son for me. Blood was shed for me. Jesus suffered for me. And He rose for me. I am worth everything to my Heavenly Father.

I am worth the work to be better and be who God has called me to be. I am worth it because He made me worthy.

I am worth it and so is everyone else.

I have been sharing about the kindle version of my unveiling process but I am glad to announce that the hardcover copy for SEEN the journal is available right now on Amazon at the link below:

Order now. Open up your heart in writing, you are worth it.