Open and honest – I am in the process of divorce. This may be my first time openly talking about it but it has been going on for a while now and during this process, I have to admit that remarrying does not seem appealing. I really should not have gotten married, to begin with. I was younger and all I wanted to do was have sex without sinning. Because as some may know… “it is better to marry than to burn with passion.” – 1 Cor. 7:9
However, a marriage cannot live by sex alone. I did not know back then what I know now. I was something else and my desires were strong about a few things. But today, an extremely calm person, when I look at my future, I do not see myself with someone. I do not see myself married and with kids. I see myself as a wealthy, single woman living in a sustainable one-bedroom loft. Maybe a Doberman.. maybe.. My life is filled with service – service unto my Lord, the community, and others. Some would say, I am married to Jesus. At least He loves me.
“But she is happier if she remains as she is, according to my judgment – and I think I also have the Spirit of God.” – 1 Corinthians 7:40
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