PbyCj

A bit of a think piece from yesterday.

For far too long, I’ve taken things for granted—out of ignorance or simply not believing God enough to trust Him and believe who He created me to be. The gifts and talents He placed on the inside of me… it’s been difficult to believe that writing—specifically my writing—can actually make a difference, or that it even matters, or has the ability to be profitable.

That all sounds crazy to me.

And I’m at the point where I’m just done with not believing. Believing God is a superpower. Believing God externally has always been easy for me. But believing God internally—for me, about me—that’s been the challenge.

That unbelief in being who God created me to be has affected me in more ways than I can count. And I see now: I can’t keep living like this.

I have to believe God for who He is.

And I have to know that God made no mistakes with me.

He knows me. He knew me before I was born.

Moving forward, I’m trusting God with the pen.